It has been 4 months since we found ourselves yearning for each other. It has been 4 months since I began to feel that I have to see you every single day. I can still recall how it feels when I realized that I am falling in love with you. It’s truly an inexplicable feeling. A feeling that I will never get tired of.
I miss your perfume, your jokes, your brown eyes, your hand that I always want to hold, the way you giggle, everything about you is amazing.
Every time I look at you, I feel scared, happy, and down all at the same time. I am scared to lose you; happy that I have you in my life; and down for all the pain that I’ve caused you. I want to thank you for everything, my love. For buying food that I crave, for all the smiles you put on my lips, for understanding, listening and loving me the best way you could.
I can still recall how it feels when I realized that I am falling in love with you. It’s truly an inexplicable feeling. A feeling that I will never get tired of.
Thank you for all your sacrifices, for effortlessly reminding me every single day how wonderful life is. I am grateful for you have become my strength in times of my weaknesses. Thank you for the laughter and the pain, for it made me grow as a changed and better woman today.
Every pain and tears were all worth it. I would never want anybody else to hold my hand the way you do. This journey that we have right now is not easy to achieve. We had a lot of ups and downs, but both of us never gave up. We still have each other because we choose to work things out.
I never prayed that God will spare our relationship from experiencing trials. Instead, I always pray that He guide us in every trial we are about to face.
Today, as I recall our first “I love you’s” I can still feel the same way and it never changed. It will never change, my love. In everything that you do, always remember that I am here to support you. I’ll always be your food buddy, best friend, and partner. You are wonderful. You are part of my plans for the future and I am excited to know what’s in store for us for the years to come.
I love you.